Friday, March 4, 2011

Enjoy so much..

I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him..
Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have..

I enjoy talking to you more than anybody else because I never feel I am giving myself away and so can admit to shady, dishonest, crawling, cowardly, unjust, arrogant, snobbish, lecherous, perverted and generally shameful feelings that I don't want anybody else to know about; but most of all because I am always on the verge of violent laughter when talking to you.
If you were here, I keep thinking, we would spend the time in talk and drink and I should be laughing a lot of the time, and I should be enjoying myself a lot of the time... thank YOU ! 


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